What About Me

Day 8 I Feel Like Crap

I give and give to make sure everyone else is happy and then I find myself saying ,"Well what about me?"

I support my kids and listen to their dreams and desires.

I make the family dinner and take care of every ones basic needs.

I do things to bring happiness to friends.

But what about me?

Why do I feel guilty buying a cell phone for me?
Why do I do without so my kids can have?

I think I have entered the Parent Trap. I have gone from Selfish to Selfless.

Ewe that doesn't feel so good.

My cup of life seems to have more holes of giving than I am receiving .

I want support. I want others to care about my dreams and desires especially my family.

I have asked. I have begged. I have thrown temper tantrums and nothing seems to help.

I am now going to pray and go inward. I am committed to changing this from the inside out.

I know I will drop some weight when I move through this one.

I have been tollerating it for way to long.