Day 5 - Roller Coaster Ride to Freedom

Here is a recent photo of myself on my horse Scribbles. I want you all to see the before and after. I want to share my loss with you and hopefully it will inspire you to take action and let loose all your unwanted baggage right along with me.

Can you see my deflated tire around my mid section? Look closer.

One of my daughter claims that I am not fat while my little one tells me the truth and says, " Mom you have a fat belly. Please loose it so you can wear nice clothes. "

I did have a WIN today. I put on a pair of pants that I have not been able to fit in for 4 -5 months and it was awesome. I fit in them with ease and room to spare.

It is amazing the impact of a few days of commitment and focus will have on ones self-esteem and life. I am sure my energy and balloon is flying a bit higher today than yesterday.

Now to my Roller Coaster Ride

Today I woke up feeling uneasy right off the bat. I must not have dumped my thoughts before I went to bed so first thing this morning I just wanted to crawl back in bed.

I had a task to do today that I was unsure about. I could have turned left and fallen off the top of the roller coaster or taken the right and road the highs with exhilaration. I choose the right road. It lead me up and down but it was fun. The other choice was one the was filled with heart ache and fear.

I started to tell Danielle that she could not lease the horse that she has been waiting to bring home for months. This horse will take her to the next level. She was crushed and depressed. I was scared about taking on another horse in this economy and also it was such a formal lease but it should have been cause he is a $40,000 horse. They are allowing her to have him for free. We just have to maintain his feed and up keep. He has so much to teach her.

I was allowing my fear to create more victim circumstances instead of trusting my higher self.

I decided to get into action. I got on the phone and when I began to connect with opportunities magical things began to happen.

I WAS CREATING MIRACLES

I felt all the pressure release and even though we had to drive 85 miles to Gainesville in the rain hauling a horse trailer and drive back with a new horse, it all went so smoothly.

I felt FREE! I was flying.

Well that is until we pulled back into town and stopped at Winn Dixie to get some groceries. The girls walked out of the store ahead of me and one of my negative relatives happened to confront the girls about why we had the horse trailer. We plugged back into the negativity and began saying harsh things to one another until we realized what was happening.

I know this is just another one of my sand bags that I must toss over the rail and let loose of some more weight.

Whew this is getting to be fun.

What will tomorrow bring?

I am excited that the results are visible and people are already noticing my weight loss.

Congratulations to ME!

PAT PAT PAT on my back.